Lost In Holidays-

Monday, February 2, 2009

Oh ya.. hi one more post for today..

today hor, i saw a woman on the mrt train. she cried like nobody's business, shout like nobody else is around. basically in her own world crying and complaining about some stuff. Her sentences were in bits and pieces. From what i heard, i think her family is giving her too much pressure, she mumbled things like she has nothing left, why mum wanna force her, she juz recovered why wanna force her into a corner, why never give her chance. I think she is in depression.

Seeing her in this state, I realli empathize with her. She realli looks pitiful. But also stir up some thoughts in me.

I don't understand why some people have to act in some certain ways that do no benefit to any one. in this case, like mayb the mum shld not give her too much stress. tho i dun know the whole story, but seeing that the daughter cannot take it alr, then perhaps shld juz accept the imperfection?? why push a person to a state of mind to even act this way? a clear minded person will definitely not cry loudly in public, with so many people around.

well also, i realli think people in this century shld learn to take things easy. competition is tough, competition is tough. but pressure is subjective. we gotta learn to take things easy, and dun give ourselves unnecessary stress. for me, eg. school results not good now. well i've done what i can, or rather, what happen has happened, so results not good what to do? accept it lo. who to blame? myself ma. but i wun blame myself for long. gotta let it go. nothing is more important than the present and future. u may not be good in this, but u may be the best in that. whatever 'that' is. in time to come, i guess we'll find our own strength. even if we dun, well juz enjoy k. as long as there is sufficient for a reasonably okay lifestyle, good enough ma. if can better than good lo. cannot better oso no need to force ma right?

k la.. agar agar that's my point for this post. my sister finally done with her homework. can sleep liao. nitey ^^ LOL

PS: Stay happy. Be happy.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

wooohoo 新年快乐!!! Today is cny 初七, therefore happy 人日 & happy birthday!!! ^^

I'm now doing attachment at you-know-where. Doing attachment there, got good and bad like all other matters. Good is pay good. Sometimes quite slack. Have luxury of 2 hours lunch break. Bad is when things go wrong, it is super sian. Cuz u gotta re-do the whole process. And more likely than not, u will get grumbled at, or even get scolded even tho it may not be ur fault. Oh well, what's new right? Think this is just part of human relation. LOL

I think working is like just something that will bring in income. I dun hold high hope that it is gonna interest me already. Of cuz if my future job interests me, that's the best la!! I wonder what kinda job can interest me.. Ya, my problem is I dunno what I want... oh well 船到桥头, 自然直.

Other updates, my mummy juz got back from her trip to China. During the days that she was away, I think I've come to senses that rather than nagging at my bro n sis to do their part in housework, I might just as well do it myself, saving my energy, time and breathe, & maintain harmony. I think my mum has realise this long time ago...

On maple, haha! yea I've reached lvl 87. One more lvl to 88 when I can finally change weapon. And mayb i'll go and zak to get zak helm and train at bain. hehheh

I like my life now currently..
-attachment work got income
-school nothing pressing at the moment
-can play maple more frequently than normal schooling sem
-juz got my long wanted sunglasses
- use my own money (not the happy part) to buy my first pair of Levi's jeans (this is the happy part)

Basically have been leading a more carefree life recently. There are still down times, but they were short. So GOOD. =)

hmm.. important things left to do like quite a few leh.. attachment report lah.. and the evening module i taking gotta submit a report soon too.. haven even start researching.. haven even start to choose the topic lo.. eh gotta kik my ass liao la..

well as usual lah.. i tink this is so me.. haha.. chaos

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